Story Excerpt

Humiliated: A Cuck’s Horrifying Marriage

Chapter 1

Vicky Lawson perched at her desk, staring without focus at the screen in front of her, fingers tapping impatiently on the keyboard. She was a woman of breathtaking beauty, with lustrous tresses that flowed down her back and mysterious eyes that held untold secrets. But her mind was preoccupied, consumed by fantasies of forbidden desires that left her restless and uncertain about her own boundaries. She yearned for adventure, for something beyond the monotony of her office job.

Lost in thought, Jack, her husband, crossed her mind. He was a solid man in his late thirties, with short light brown hair and rugged good looks. He tried to be supportive and open-minded, but Vicky knew he struggled with feelings of inadequacy and envy. It was an ongoing source of tension between them, one they couldn’t seem to resolve.

Vicky couldn’t shake the guilt as she considered Jack’s insecurities. She knew she was the cause of his pain, but she couldn’t deny her own desires. She craved excitement, new experiences, and validation, and she was determined to find a way to fulfill those needs, even if it meant pushing the boundaries of their marriage.

“Hey, Vicky, how’s it going?” Vicky’s trusted friend and confidante, Carla Stevens, strolled to her desk with a sympathetic smile.

Vicky looked up, startled from her reverie. “Oh hey, Carla. Just…you know…same old routine.”

Carla nodded sympathetically. “I understand. You’re feeling restless again, aren’t you?”

Vicky let out a sigh as she leaned back in her chair.” Yeah, I am. I just…I don’t know…it feels like something is missing from my life. Something more than

Carla’s gentle voice broke the silence between them. “Have you talked to Jack about it?”

Vicky shook her head, her anxiety rising at the thought of confronting him. “No, I haven’t. I don’t know how to bring it up without making things worse.”

Understanding and sympathy filled Carla’s expression as she nodded. “I know it’s difficult, but you can’t keep suppressing your needs and desires, Vicky. It’s important to communicate in a relationship.”

Vicky knew deep down that Carla was right, but the idea of having that conversation with Jack made her stomach churn. She didn’t want to hurt him, but she also couldn’t continue living with this inner turmoil.

As the day passed, Vicky’s thoughts drifted back to Jack and their relationship. Guilt weighed heavily on her for feeling unsatisfied and even fantasizing about other things. She knew Jack struggled with insecurities and jealousy, and she wondered if there was anything she could do to improve their situation.

When she returned home that night, she found Jack in the living room watching TV. He looked up at her with a hopeful expression.

“Hey, Vicky,” he said softly.

Taking a deep breath, Vicky mustered up the courage to have the conversation they needed to have. “Hey, Jack,” she replied, meeting his gaze. “Can we talk?”

Jack’s expression changed, fear and uncertainty creeping into his eyes. “Sure, what’s going on?”

Summoning all her strength, Vicky began to share her thoughts and feelings about their relationship. “I’ve been thinking… about us. And I feel like something is missing.”

Jack’s face fell, and Vicky could see the pain in his eyes. “What do you mean?”

Vicky hesitated before voicing her thoughts. “I can’t shake this feeling that there’s something more for me out there. Something beyond what we have now.”

“What are you trying to say?” Jack’s voice was barely audible.

“I want to explore my desires, to try new things and push the limits of our marriage. I know it won’t be easy, but I can’t keep pretending that everything is fine.”

Jack turned away, his face showing pain. “I don’t know if I can handle that, Vicky. I don’t know if I’m capable of it.”

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